I'm at a coffee shop. Alone. And even though there is no water, because the block where I am is apparently having a water outage, and no water = no latte, I'm still in heaven...taking a few minutes just to breathe. Damaris(super nanny of the world) is with my girls, because it's her one day with us and I'm at a coffee shop...alone. I was going to make a great inspiration board of all of the really great clothes I just saw at OLD NAVY....old navy ya'll....but I'm not. I'm going to make this all about me and all about my girls and all about Josh.
It's been a rougher than normal few weeks. Toddlers...blowing my mind a little bit ya'll. I realize that most of my issues are all about me and wanting to be so put together and unfrazzled for the world, but it's a little bit tricky to do that when certain cute girls are whiny and cranky and want what they want when they want it...in shifts.
Maybe it's our adjustment to one nap, maybe they are just testing their limits, maybe it's just them...it is what it is and it isn't easy! So, I'm working on letting go of the perfection and embracing all that it is to raise 18 month olds, because the reality is, most of our days are joyful, and at the end of the day, when we're cuddled in the rocking chair...quiet, peaceful, and soo soo sleepy, the feeling of perfection returns and I realize that I don't need perfection all day, I just need moments of it.
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Thank the lord for calm, rational husbands...just saying. Also, thank the lord for best friends who tell you how amazing and perfect you and your sometimes rotten babies are and make up excuses to justify that everything you do is exactly what you should be doing! And like Nicole, one of my greatest advisers in life says, everything is temporary. Seriously ya'll....that should be everyone's mantra. EVERYTHING IS TEMPORARY!
In other news...thanks for all of the book suggestions! I love when so many usually anonymous readers comment out loud! LOVE IT! I don't know what to choose first!
In other, other news...I officially have a girls weekend planned with the ones who know me best! I can't wait...it's in October....it is going to be C-RAZY!